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`I am very grateful for your confidence in me.' He repeated gently in Russian the phrase he had said in Betsy's presence in French, and sat down beside her. When he spoke to her in Russian, using the Russian `thou' of intimacy and affection, it was insufferably irritating to Anna. `And I am very grateful for your decision. I, too, imagine that since he is going away, there is no sort of necessity for Count Vronsky to come here. However, if...' .Christian Louboutin UK.
`But I've said so already, so why repeat it?' Anna suddenly interrupted him, with an irritation she could not succeed in repressing. `No sort of necessity,' she thought, `for a man to come and say good-by to the woman he loves, for whom he was ready to ruin himself, and has ruined himself, and who cannot live without him. No sort of necessity!' She compressed her lips, and dropped her burning eyes to his hands with their swollen veins. They were slowly rubbing each other. `Let us never speak of it,' she added more calmly. .hermes bracelet replica.
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Alexei Alexandrovich sighed and said nothing. She played nervously with the tassel of her dressing gown, glancing at him with that torturing sensation of physical repulsion for which she blamed herself, though she could not control it. Her only desire now was to be rid of his repelling presence. ..
`I have just sent for the doctor,' said Alexei Alexandrovich. ..
`I am very well; what do I want the doctor for?' ..
`No - the little one cries, and they say the wet nurse hasn't enough milk.' ..
`Why didn't you let me nurse her, when I begged to? Anyway' (Alexei Alexandrovich knew what was meant by that `anyway'), `she's a baby, and they're killing her.' She rang the bell and ordered the baby to be brought her. `I begged to nurse her, I wasn't allowed to, and now I'm blamed for it.' ..
`I don't blame...' ..
`Yes, you do blame me! My God! Why didn't I die!' And she broke into sobs. `Forgive me, I'm nervous, I'm unjust,' she said, controlling herself, `but do go away...' ..
`No, it can't go on like this,' Alexei Alexandrovich said to himself resolutely as he left his wife's room. ..
Never had the impossibility of his position in the world's eyes, and his wife's hatred of him, and, above all, the might of that mysterious brutal force that guided his life against his spiritual inclinations and exacted conformity with its decrees and a change in his present attitude to his wife - never had it been presented to him with such distinctness as on that day. He saw clearly that all the world and Anna expected something of him, but what exactly he could not make out. He felt that this was rousing in his soul a feeling of anger destructive of his peace of mind, and of all the good of his achievement. He believed that for Anna herself it would be better to break off all relations with Vronsky; but if they all thought this out of the question, he was even ready to allow these relations to be renewed, so long as the children were not disgraced, and he was not deprived of them nor forced to change his position. Bad as this might be, it was at any rate better than a rupture, which would put her in a hopeless and shameful position, and deprive him of everything he cared for. But he felt helpless; he knew beforehand that everyone was against him, and that he would not be allowed to do what seemed to him now so natural and right, but would be forced to do what was wrong, though to them it seemed the proper thing.
? Leo Tolstoy